I have had a hard three weeks. I finished up my steroid treatment and the day after my face broke out in swollen blister like legions all over my cheeks just below my eyes and on my for head somewhat like a racoon mask. The emergency dept. did not know what it was so they treated it with steroid cream . My dermatologist diagnosed it as acute roscia and prescribed more cream. The next Sunday I was rushed into the Lindsay Hospital emergency dept. who transferred me to Peterborough Hospital for emergency surgery to remove a kidney stone that was stuck in duct which caused my right kidney to be blocked and swollen. They also detected another kidney stone that was in the left kidney but it was to high up to remove so I will have to try to pass this stone on my own. At first I was not too happy about enduring more pain. But I know you ‘ll help me through this even if you have to carry me.
You Carry Me
You live inside the heart of me, You have a window to my soul
When the outside world comes crashing down I’ll always have You to hold
As I endure times of pain and grief , You see my every tear
You catch it in Your outstretched hand and chase away my fears
In times of uncertainty when I can’t find my way
When my love of life is running low, I bow my head and say
Lord You are my rock that I hold on to, clinging for dear life
You are the only one who has endured it all, You know my pain and strive
For they bound Your hands and feet and nailed You to the cross
Lovingly You died for me , You didn’t care about the cost
So this day I come to You, so tired I can not lift my eyes
And ask You to bare this burden, together you and I
Oh Awesome Lord I thank You for helping me to see
The light between the raindrops, on the days You carry me